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Tonight I visited an ezboard for ‘Queer Womyn’ only. It does allow in transsexual women. As a matter of fact there is a separate forum for ‘trans matters’ in there. I replied to a message from a transsexual woman in her early twenties who feels so desperate, she wants to end her life.
I shared a personal experience with her, hoping to keep her from making the ultimate mistake. But after I did that I thought: “There might be young transsexuals reading my blog, who are in the same situation.” So I will share this with you as well:
“Twenty years ago I felt miserable, lonely, rejected, unloved, a complete failure in anything I tried to do. And I didn’t have a clue about what my real problem was.
I decided to end it all. I left my house and went to the railway station on my bicycle. I saw several trains rush by, but I was too chicken to jump in front of any of them.
One hour later I was back home. I could add another failure to my list! I felt even more miserable than before!
Now I am so glad I didn’t do it! I would have died without ever knowing why! I have learned so much since then. I still have a lot of pain and problems ahead of me. But I won’t give up! Not anymore!”
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